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Thursday, May 28, 2009Y

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Ok now at aunt's house. Gosh didn't realise how bad my previous post was. Haiz. Wad happened to me today? Like very emo sia. Happened this few days. Angry but can't control it. A sudden outburst of anger. Haiz. Sabar Shahizan. Sabar. Man, i still like her but why can't she get my drift? Like i dunno la. Maybe i shud confess to her or sumtin? Man, it has been some time since i felt this feelin of liking someone. 1 year babe 1 year. It's a fucking long time. In that time i can get sum one else. Go on dates. But why now? Maybe it's a sign of another long relationship? I hope soo. I simply do not dig short ones. Macam primary school sia. Hahahahah. Well the BBQ plan is back on track thanks to the girls, who used the autocracy method of leadership (enterprising skill), to planned it. Nvm la. Those who come come lor. KPKB lor. Hahahaha. I really hope she come. I wanna confess to her. But there's a prob, I AM FREAKING SHY TO DO IT!!!

ARGH!!!

ciao...

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009Y

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Grrrr... Now bored in class... Learning some stupid dipole non-dipole thingy. Fuck la. Like i take pure chem like that. Haiz. Today like wad sia. Planned for the class a simpl BBQ outing but all KPKB. Wad not free la this la that la. Fuck rite? I thought all very on one but sekali no sial. Sial la... Buang masa jer planned. Now it's fucking cancelled lor. CB. Now tipsy oso. Drank 2 cans just now. Haiz. Really sia like wad de hell. At first all very on want to go then suddenly cancelled. Macam sial. Argh. Then si perempuan tu tak habis habis tengok tengok pat aku. Geli sial. I dun like her man. Da la muka macam sial. Act cute pulak tu. Kau rabak siak. I think i like giving up on her already. I think she catch no ball. Then BBQ cancelled then cannot confess also. So fuck it lor. She's the one i have feelings with after my break up which is like 1 year ago. ARGH...

Puki la...

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Sunday, May 24, 2009Y

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Haha... Ok now i at my aunt's house... At WOODLANDS!!! WOOTS!!! Tomorrow no need to wake up fucking early!!! Hahahahah... Now can like wake up at 6.30 or later!!! Hahahaha means can sleep more time!!! Woots... Hahahaha... Well here i am... Bored... Talking to sasha and gwen... Haiz she never online sia... Man one day never chat to her miss her man... Wanna text her but fucking shy!!!

Wad shud i do???

Haix...

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Friday, May 22, 2009Y

Friday, May 22, 2009

Capoeira training today!!! AWESOME SIAL!!! Hahahaha... Fucking cool la... Today just recapped previous lessons moves and also learned how to do a dummy kick. Quite cool ah. Hahahha. Then today no roda. Sian lei. Today got the ON feeling To go inside the RODA but maestre say today dun have... Never mind... I still got a long way to go.. Hahahha... Oh ya, today FINALLY tried the barimbaus. I thought easy to play but then quite hard for the first time... Hahahhaa... Gonna train again in the next lesson...

Ok, today is officially my last day of leisurely smoking. Why? Number one, capoeira dun allow me too. Number 2, chicks dun dig it. Number 3, i will die early. Hahahha. Today thought got UT, skali, cancelled. Soo fucking happy lor!!! Hahahha... And class today was AWESOME... EVERYONE WAS HIGH!!! hahahah... Hope class will be like that forever...

Ciao...

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009Y

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

OMG... Today capoeira was off the chain!!! It's my first time going into the roda... Gosh scary mary sia... Like i'm not good in capoeira then some senior pressured me to go into the roda. Waaa knn, quite scary sia at first. After start i dunno what to do. I just jinga all the way. I mostly defend. He keep attacking me. Waaa knn. But cool la. Never mind. Still got long way to go. Can train my stamina and flexibility so can do better in the roda!!! WOOTS!!! Hahahaha...

Wa liao, now capoeira they say it's better not to smoke cause can save money to buy uniform and also the body can tone faster. Sial la, if liddat, i better stop smoking lor. I think it's better for me lei cause in the first place i smoke is to forget her lor. Waaa knn... Soo long break up still remember her. HAhahah... Now since in capoeira, must stop smoking, or reduce, must reduce drinking. Hhaahaha... Must reduce already. If not pancet sial when training.

Now i got a question in mind, why older girls dun like younger guys sia. I mean like wads the different sia. Like one year like that. I think ok wad. I mean my ex all like older than me arh but ok lei. Like can clique lei. Haiz dunno arh. Maybe time changing and the old sterotyping of old girls cannot be with young guys are back. Well i prefer older girls cause to me they are more matured. If same age then everything same, like interest and all like not interesting lei. Haiz nvm la.. I like wanna give up in relationship already sia. One thing, hard to find, then oso i feel like no time. I mean who would want a guy who is always busy rite? Hmmm.. Nvm la... See how it works out...

Ciao...

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Friday, May 15, 2009Y

Friday, May 15, 2009

WOW... Been some time i blogged.... Nothing much happened lei... Now the fourth week of ply has ended. then next week got understanding tests... ARGH... Sian sian... Hope can do well man... I really want to reach my target gps score as u all blog hoppers can see on the left side of this post. Class now has become SUPER UBER HIGH!!! Hahaha... Fucking fun la... Hahahaha... AWESOME man... OH YA!!! CAPOEIRA FINALLY ANSWERED MY MAIL!!! Now second training already. Can do the 'jinga' perfectly already. But the kicks are confusing though cause really need to coordinate with your movement. Capoeira is not like other martial arts, the attacks must follow a flow so when in the 'roda' all will look nice. Just now wanted to go in the 'roda' but shy siool. Hahaha. Nevermind lor. Next time have. Hahahaha.(:

Well just finished chatting with 'old friend'. She is still the same as last time. NO CHANGE AT ALL. Always wanna find any fault in me. WTF man. Wads wrong with the new me? I like to drink smoke. So? Dun believe ah? Then ur prob lor. Hahaha fuck care la. Hahaha.

Well relationship wise again. REALLY SUAY. Till now got no dates, admirers. Haix. Nvm la. come to think of it like no time for relationship like that. Got school. Always go home late. Later GF complain like the previous one. GRRRR. I dun wanna my girl to be naggy and like to find fault and the most impt thing is THE GIRL MUST TRUST ME. Hahaha.

Dunno wad to write lei. Nvm la till next time.

Ciao...

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Saturday, May 2, 2009Y
Dilemma

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Haiz... What a day today... Starting was awesome then suddenly when comes to night time it all fade and become like a piece of shit... Gosh. I'm soo fucked up. Can't believe just drank 2 cans straight bottoms-up and dun feel anything. Argh. Just slight giddy oni...

Today i faced a dilemma. To choose between this one and that one. One, is this person who's going through a great milestone of thy life and another, who is going through a great dipression in thy life. Argh. In the morn i see the number one but later on i planned to meet number two because thy feel soo shitty. And i dun like when ppl feel like that. So at noon meet number one and spent time with thy. Said my good bye and then meet number 2. Meet thy consoled, give advices then comes the bad news. Argh. My closest friend said i had dump my best friend on thy greatest milestone of thy life. Argh.

I really dun noe wad de fuck to fucking do man. If i dun go to number 1, i will be the biggest jerk of all time. If i dun go to number 2, thy will feel like crap and suicidal. Haiz i really dn noe wad to do. I thought wad i did today will bring the best of both world but instead, after what one of my bestie said apparently, no.

Bestie said that i shud go to number one because of wad thy has done and the duration of friendship and i shud not see number 2 because apparently, i was used. But what i really want was both of them to feel good. That was my intention. I really want that. Number two was soo down and thy oso sick. While number 1 was going through a big milestone of thy life.. Haiz... I really feel like a piece of shit on the ground where cars run over and humans accidently step over. Argh.

Also today, after giving advices to number 2, i rembered about my past relationship. I really miss those moments. I wish that i was loved by a girl again. I really miss the feeling of a girl every day sms me every moment asking where i am , who i tok too. ARGH... FUCK!!! GOSH... Then when i come home my mom was sick. Apparently infected by me cause i got a flu. ARGH!!! It's my fault tt she's sick.

Argh, i feel soo fucked up.... T_T




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